see, it is sex that fuels everything. it's just abused. the people at the top are so devoid of feeling they do the most dastardly things to get off. it's sad, but also really harmful. i am glad the sex slave rings are starting to disband and that the evil crime rings in the catholic church are starting to be exposed. i wonder how much the dark magic i did against the catholic church had to do with what is going on with them. it really seems like i was just in the flow of the whole thing because it looks like other assailers were just around the corner for the church. anyway, i guess the queen of england, an evil cog in the wheel of conspirators, must go next. i've done some work against the crown but had little to work with. i had a lot for the catholic church.
i also feel like i had a much stronger hold on the negative feelings that come from the sex education in the catholic church. i was introduced to catholicism in the countryside of Georgia, usa. it was a heady mix of abstinence, coupledom, and all-night lock-ins. basically the usual cocktail mix of sex as sin served in a glass of seduction. the church became the partner, the sexualized object with its vaginal like doors and towering phallic steeples. but anywhere where more than one teenager is, there will be hank panky, guaranteed. so serving us all shame shots while talking about sex constantly was a recipe for at the least, some definite intrigue. needless to say, my youth group was a busy bunch. the reason i myself felt that i needed to sever ties with the catholic church beyond my own negligence towards mass was that when i was 14 those wily jerks convinced me to sign a piece of paper saying that i would not have sex till i was married. needless to say, this was voided, but not in meaning. i felt that i was still in some way cursed by this stupid signature so i fashioned for myself a spell to cut my ties with the catholic church once and for all. mostly i deconstructed a rosary and reconstructed it in my own fashion as well as cutting the head off a pope sticker i had and then burning the head. :) this was around jan 26.
