First of all happy spring! second of all sad about boston but watch out for the shadow government this catastrophe was likely an inside job just like 9/11. the true reason it happened will not be what they say. we shall see. in other news the flowers are back!
i just love spring. all that tree sperm in the air, plants' sex organs blooming and things start doing it again. it's a very sexy time. unfortunately, i've been checking out all the new growth and i think the new world order weather schedule has been screwing up the plants between last summer's scorching drought and this spring's early snows the plants are doing weird stuff. i feel like they are blooming and putting out seed before they even really grow leaves and stuff yet. which reminds me, i live next to an apartment building that houses like 8-15 kids. there is basically a child gang that hangs around out back. the thing is, they talk about sex. the main girl and guy couple look about 14-15 the problem is the youngest one looks about 4 years old, so these kids are trying to court and learn about love in a very public way, in front of children.
its all very mixed up. basically sex is everywhere now and you just can't keep it from kids. the birth of the internet was like the end of the age of innocence. advertisements are so sexual these days. they are also so creepy. for instance, i was shopping on nordstrom.com for mothers day stuff and i went to another website whose ads were for nordstrom and advertised the very items i had just perused. it was really alarming to me. i know cookies blah blah but to be confronted with things i had just desired was hard for me! i think its crazy. also the ads on hulu have a much different texture than the ones on national television. its gross really. i feel like the ad companies think that because its just them and you, not them, you and the nation they have greater license to push social boundaries. i feel that the ads on hulu are more racist, sexist and classist than most. i can't think of an example, but those ads are definitely less "checked" or reviewed than real tv ads. its just this weird netherworld where its just us and a screen that plays on our guilt and shame and fear.
ok i keep thinking of things i want to talk about here so im just going to list them really quickly
- my life/childhood
- the freemasons/illuminati/new world order
- tarot cards
- runes
- witchcraft or symbolic object manipulation
- art
- my book
ok so some briefs then:
- i grew up in georgia, spending equal parts of my life in the suburbs, the country, and the city. my parents had a stormy loud marriage that ended when i was 7 and my sister was 6 i went to prep school in the city and university in st. louis. my mom met her second husband when he was her law professor in law school. she met her first husband at a frat party when he was dating one of her sorority sisters. my dad fucked everyone in atlanta for ten years before settling down with the worst parts of me and my mom incarnate, but not before he scarred me for life by treating me like his girlfriend for my adolescence. no touching, but he would tell me weird sex shit about his girlfriends and make comments about my body and make me go as his date to things all the time. idk but i did win a beauty pageant when i was 14. my first kiss at 13 cheated on me publicly at summer camp. my first boyfriend turned out to be gay. my second was a thai fighter, like an ultimate fighter or whatever. but we broke up and he lied and told everyone we'd had sex. next was the rich jewish kid who lived in the penthouse when we first moved into atlanta proper. next was a hippie. next a pillhead kayaker. then i found the first strain of my current husband in a boy named chris. he was the child of a gold digging, alcoholic pilot sad lady and an alcoholic, elderly playboy who was in orgies w/ hugh hefner in the 70s and was worth $30M. so that was fun. i went to art school, he went to la, and after two years and long distance we yelled it quits. then i dated a wild, magical mexican artist for a year and a half-black, pre-med girl from wisconsin for a year. then in my 6th and final year of college i found my husband when he saved me from a torturous daddy-issues crush on my married art professor. my husband's energy was like chris 2.0. now we live together and i make art and he keeps me his :)
- so its all very complicated but an overview may be this: there is a shadow system in place that allows for disinformation to circulate as truth. this truth becomes the basis of people's lives, of society. lies like money makes you happy and sex without love is great create an entire culture based on lies. bigger things too, like 9/11 and the world wars are all based in lies. it sort of goes like this: money is the culprit. banks and the families that control those banks hold the world hostage constantly. if they aren't ruining the economy for profit they're ensnaring south american countries into debt so deep they'll never get out. wars are fought with money now. like poor iraq, just trying to support itself, has no financial contact with the global economy because of all the sanctions placed on them by the un and stuff. their economy is like a weed being squeezed out. same for north korea im sure. the bottom line is this: money wins wars, elections, and affection. those that have it control the fate of the world (or they think so). so basically if we're going to name names, the rothschilds', the rockafellers', the bushs', he vatican and the english monarchy are all a few key players. the crazy thing is, these people are all so saturated in the most material thing: money, because it's their fate as satanists. it sounds ridiculous, but at the highest levels of politics, business and religion, everyone is a dark wizard. they all worship satan! its nuts and a lot like harry potter. it makes sense if you look at it right, but they're all just really selfish and have sick sad sex lives. they're really into snuff or necrophilia and are the perpetuaters of the sex slave trade. its all very pulp fiction, but i know from experience that there is a man behind the curtain and that there's even people and finally aliens behind them.
- tarot cards are great. they help parse out the energy of a situation as well as help define the path of humanity.
- runes are great because they are simple, powerful abstractions of simple but deep notions about the emotional relationships between man and himself, the clan, and the higher power.
http://www.sunnyway.com/runes/meanings.html and http://runesecrets.com/ are good rune sites.
- witchcraft is cool and really works but is crazy. a good way to look at is is this: magic is like pie, some say its like the devils pie. the bush's and the carnegie's and the church and military all use dark magic. so the thing is, you can do magic, too, which breaks up their magic. its as if they are all eating the devil's pie alone and you step up an grab a slice. why not? they're going to keep using magic the wrong way for profit, so why not use magic for good for profit? its everyone's birth right to interact w/ the next plane positively. magic is just an extension of spirituality. and mostly it consists of lighting candles and incense, but when you get creative and loose w/ it, it's just about being able to "read" objects and then put them together or pull them apart meaningfully. art school sure helps, but it basically comes down to wee wees and hoo hoos. most object are ultimately more vaginal or more phallic. sex is the basic drive so objects boil down to basically sex. things like vases, doors, purses, wallets, mail boxes, all boxes, all bags, all containers really are vaginal. lamps knives, trees, fingers, missiles, bats, guns are all phallic. next to that colors and numbers are symbolic and next to these natural things like pentacles and astrology and the earth are good to know about.
- art is the best because it's what god does. co-creation with life force is so exhilarating i feel like im discovering this divine plan where it all turns out more amazing and symbolic than anything i could have done alone. the spirits love it plus its really empowering to make a mark, to say i am here, i have something to say.
- my book, which i may write on here, is about atlantis. there are two separate but dependent societies. the followers of the law of one are supposed to be spiritual, mannered people like jedi but their sex lives are screwed up and their society is beginning to crumble; first manifest in the sort of royal family. the other society is very sensual and vulgar. every woman is a prostitute and all the men are violent. their royalty is a man named belial and they are the sons of belial. belial will be a cross between han solo, the king in the king and i, and jack sparrow. very sexy, rouge type. he will somehow capture and eventually seduce a follower princess after weeks of polite captivity and abstract discussions on sexual culture. the main character will be a tragic hero named Satus, or Satan and Brutus, who falls in love with one of belial's court. she is a manipulative dark woman named Delita or Delilah and Lolita. Satus is cool because it sounds like sate, which will be a watch word for him, as he will never get his fill from a woman without love. Delita is cool because she will be a destroyer, or deleter.
THE END.
