A Letter to Hans: How to Make a Magic Bomb

I am writing to you with the intention of imparting the knowledge of magical warfare, in the hopes that should you be inclined to use such a force, you might do so justly and with right cause. I will take you through my known and catalogued forms of action; though every bomb, by nature, is unique and consequently, entirely customizable. Going forward it is advisable to become acquainted with karma, DEATH, and the notion of the "psychological SHADOW" re Carl Jung. These will be your weapons, for with your bomb you will not only be bringing about death in your enemy, you will be bringing about death in yourself.  The changes you wish to incur must begin in you and as you turn from one reality to another the entire community is affected in waves. In essence: never bestow on anyone what you, yourself, have not already felt or are willing to feel/experience as a result of your magic. You must be closely associated with death to deal it out fairly and without great harm to yourself or those you love. Because really, you're calling for something in your environment to change, some mechanism to cease, some intention to fail and some of that change, and failure are going to rebound and come back to you.

So in practice, regard your own death alongside your enemy's death and their EFFECTs in your shared environs. So really, begin bomb making by cleaning your house before you attack someone; you should try to pay off debts, work out issues in relationships, make sure all the lights work, clean the litterbox, fortify your base. Leave yourself the least amount of room for error in the rebound as possible. Basically like in the Book, don't point out the speck in another's eye before you remove the log in your own. Like, don't ever try to attack someone's else's sex life if yours isn't on a solid, safe ground, you know? So before you build your magic bomb, take a shower, sweep your floor, tell everyone you love them and feed your pets because you NEVER KNOW what your magic might do, to you, to your target, to the community, to your parents, your spouse, your house, your yard, your air, your energy, your life. That's why it's important that if you don't believe in a higher power, to at least be reverent of death, on whom you call and rely and who doesn't get enough credit as a beautiful angel with lovely grave gardens...

Because this shit is serious and don't you go any further if you aren't prepared to kill someone, or several people, or at least damage some property or cause a fire. Cuz that shit's happened to me, all of it and I do not lie. Oh, and beyond how serious it is to attack someone with magic, there's another level of serious: once you start doing dark, shadow work, death magic, if you will, you call attention to the demons and if you don't keep up with balancing your own deaths, they kill you. But only if you're not cleverer than demons, who generally have short hats. So, seriously, if you feel you have many demons in you, unresolved, that like wreak havoc in your life, don't do this, you're too vulnerable to your own shadow to be messing with anyone else's. But if you are clean and feel stable and are in touch w/ the Universe and the synchronicities flow that way, then yes, stand up for something, and say:

"THIS IS WACK! I WANT TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT!"

and then follow these steps:

- Decide on a target; any person, place or thing. Personal vendettas aside, there are a ton of bad statues, fountains, and parks in every city that support sexism, racism and classism, not to mention out right satanism. You can work magic on them all, as a healthy outlet of other problems even; just try not to damage property or break the law. Also work fast because cops don't take kindly to curious pagans. So you work first in the spirit world, or Astral Plane, and then into the physical world and from there into realms of Hells, where demons eat their iPhones and project all their fear and shame onto others to deal with. The trick is the spiritual world spreads change to the physical world. So anyway, target someone by beginning to notice where their natural death/rebirth cycles are forestalled in their life/functions. Intellectual death is the ability to change your mind and admit you were wrong and to truly reroute your thoughts thereafter. Spiritual death usually entails an overhaul of one's moral compass and a reorganization of one's values and goals. Physical deaths can be as simple as stubbing your toe or having your cat scratch you, or as serious as loss of limb and life. Death happens naturally in people's mental, physical and spiritual realms but can be easily jammed by things like sex, food, and money, aka spiritual tender. Herein lies your path of attack on a thing's blindest of spots. Because there's nothing like starving a man of his wine, money, and ladies. Or a lady of her wine, money, and men...or ladies...you get the picture.

- Next you need to imagine a new reality. Why are you doing this? To what ends will your magic bring you? Imagine the changes happening on three levels: Heaven, Earth, Hell. And then find objects, images, numbers, and colors that signify symbolically what you would like to happen, for what reasons, and to what ends. This helps you see what it is you're doing, it helps the good spirits to see your plan so they can help, and it allows the bad spirits to see what's coming to them when their lackluster karma is fulfilled. A lot of this will be about rearranging a person's feminine and masculine energy, their LIGHT and Shadow lives, as well as changing the general temperature of things in a target's life. Pay attention to the positives/outputs in a person/place/thing's system (aka "fruits" in the Book) as well as the negatives/inputs. These will help you to know what to rewrite about what's already been done. Because all of this, this rearranging of what's already there, it's only half the battle. Realigning your new reality's Heaven and Earth realms is only the start. Next you plan your actual attack on Hell, but first, specifics.

> To arrange things in Heaven, call on your ancestors. Pray to them and all your gods to assist you in your attack, protect your from the fallout, and crystalize a bright new future. About Earth, you'll want to set up like a diorama of what you want in your new reality after your spell works. Tiny scale work is most of what magic is; it's all about mirroring realities with symbols and intent. If you want a new job, cut out stuff in magazines you like, find paint chip cards of colors you might like in a new office, think about the salary numbers, maybe find new shoes you'd like to wear and draw yourself in them at your new job. Stuff like that, and put it all in a place that would honor your intentions, like in your office on the top shelf, surrounded by the trappings of the good life. Symbolic stuff like that. Here are the catalogues of numbers and colors to familiarize yourself with to work magic in general:

- red > masculinity, passion, sex, the Christ
- orange > spirituality, higher learning, wisdom
- yellow > the true path, like the yellow brick road, or like the shamanic ride
- green > rebirth, growth, prosperity but it has been hijacked by the wicked Freemasons, so beware!
- blue > femininity, compassion, mystery, the Magdalene
- purple > divine union, blue + red, divine royalty, aka the Christ + his Magdalene

- 1 > the self, the ego, the drive
- 2 > the couple, bipartisanship, knowledge of both light and dark, male and female, yin and yang
- 3 > the community, communication, the trinity, godliness
- 4 > the home, the earth, the four columns of stability, and yet the stagnation of death in overstability
- 5 > the break from the stability of the four, the five is separation, division, death, and so, freedom
- 6 > the union of two threes, gods meeting, sex, love, beauty and all that is divine in creation
- 7 > the temple built on the union of gods> 6, so higher learning, spirituality, divine wisdom
- 8 > the ability to manifest based on the world of the 7, the ability to act and affect, also money
- 9 > the finish, the resolution, the world brought about by the preceding numbers
- 0 > the placeholder, the gap, the separating factor, the world alone but whole

> You may also want to know that numbers read as stories, events, and energies. Each number acts on the numbers around it and creates a narrative. Like 420, stability and then the couple and then a nice amount of separation from anything that might come next, kinda like getting high with a friend, right? It's like saying 4, stability, acting on and coming before 2, the couple, and then a cushioning 0 so no other number acts on the 2 from behind, because numbers can go both directions. 212, New York's area code, is part of the plan to keep everyone there perpetually concerned with coupling but ever alone. It is the individual surrounded by couples and reads the same backwards and forwards, leaving like no room for reinterpretation. Numbers that start with 5 imply a crisis at first and then that acts on the next number. Like 58 is like a crisis of ability or money, an inability to manifest. But if that 5 is contained then it could mean a crisis...after which there is the ability to manifest, likely because the crisis cleared the air/room for new growth. It all depends on how it's used and what it's referencing. The number 57 is a special, important number meaning The Rose. It represents the ability to learn, 7, from a crisis, 5. It symbolizes the thorns, 5, that come before the rose,7. 57 is a vital number to understanding the mystery of the Magdalene.

> The number 96 means specifically "playboy energy". It is like the cum, the 9, the finish, coming before the connection and divine union of the 6. 69 is like pure romantic love. 314, St. Louis's area code, is also Pi, the number from our past geometry classes. Something about the ratio of all circle's radius's to the circumference? Basically a reference to going in circles, something specifically coded for the hellscape that is St. Louis. This number also appears in the first 3 numbers of the phone numbers of two people very dear to me but who do tend to go in circles. A double number is considered sort of advanced because it represents both the light and dark side of a number being expressed at the same time or in succession. But beware because numbers like 66 mean things like the light and dark sides of sex, aka BDSM, sex slaves, rape, and molestation sitting right next to divine union, or mixed in with it. Triple numbers like 666 represent sort of like the maximum expression of that number, so like sex sex sex!!! Rather satanic. But believe it or not there is a light side to the number 666 that is the holy notion that while all kinds of commotion, sex, good and bad may go on, there is a plan that only the Universe knows that will carry you through it all and if you're lucky, will be made clear to you too! It's like having sex with God in the three dimensions, Heaven, Earth, and Hell, simultaneously which can basically give you the faith to overhaul any system. Thinking like this about numbers like dates, addresses, and phone numbers is an impossibly important skill to navigating life, plus it makes television a lot more interesting.

- Next you are going to have to know a little about gender symbolism so that you may rearrange the masculine and feminine energy of a thing/person/place. First, everything is really only ever a reflection of what we already know; most things are just echoes of the body: penises, vaginas and breasts. It may sound nuts but most things fall into these categories if not visually or functionally then symbolically and archetypally. Like any three things, here: banjo, doorknob, bandana. Ok so a banjo is played, making it passive, a feminine trait; and it sings, like women do best. So though a banjo has a long phallic end, it ends in a big bottom and speaks more to femininity, as most instruments do. Although there is an argument to be made that that phallic end meeting that feminine circle is a bit like sex itself, and the vibrations in the air, the sound, is gender-neutral, or more like masculine meeting feminine and the energy created therein. A doorknob comes on a door, which is inherently vaginal because of it's portal function. Doors are the vaginas/kiesters of houses. So on this door is a knob that if you twist it and put a key in it, you get to come in. Sound familiar?

Every time you come in a home you please a door and enter a body. So a doorknob is essentially a clitoris/vagina. The catholic church knows this, check out their intense clitoral hood doors meant to seduce you to the belly of the beast. But a handkerchief is a little different. It receives, which makes it "vaginal", or feminine, but cloth is symbolically skin-like, making it sort of neutral. This gender-neutality is also reinforced by it's shape. A square is masculine, all lines and edges (opposite a circle, which is feminine). So though a bandana is technically feminine by function it is by design, masculine, though the swirly insides make it more feminine...making such a thing useful for gender-switching magic. Making a bandana hold stuff will make it feminine but displaying it in a square will make it masculine. However tying it in a circle will feminize it. The key is the knowledge of form and function. Learning to see pillows as breasts, pens as penises and purses & wallets as vaginas will take you far in the reading people/life/magic game.

- Next is the Light and the Shadow. These are best defined by Carl Jung as Light being what is acknowledged in a person's mind, body and spirit, as well as a society's mind, body and spirit and then onto worlds and planets and stars and myth and all the Light that that entails. The Shadow is about what isn't acknowledged by us, our families, our schools, our workplaces, our economies, our governments. But let us take the personal approach, and use myself as example. In my light energy I am a beautiful, smart, talented, educated, well-bred, kind woman. In my shadow I am an ugly, dumb, untalented, bad-blooded, blood-thirsty witch. But in my light I am also bitchy, forceful, deceitful, contentious, crazy: these are all "bad" things everyone knows about me because it's part of my Light identity. But in my shadow I also spend years, days, hours looking out for the Earth, St. Louis, the sky, sex slaves, my family, my friends, my animals, my partner, myself and no one knows. I make intricate, beautiful magic and art that no one but the sun and moon ever sees. I attack enemies in the dark and on my blog and I call out to the stars in the shadows of trees, alone, in my own shadow, that I have trained to glitter in the dark. So there is good and bad in both our Light and Shadow selves, the parts of us everyone and no one ever sees. And truly, we hide the best of ourselves from ourselves in our Shadow, afraid to win and overshadow, afraid of our own brilliant, blinding success, and therein lies our greatest wealth, waiting in the shadow.

Collapsing a target's light and shadow life can be catastrophic for them. This is best done through sexual symbolism. First, let's talk about penises and vaginas. Symbolically a penis is an active, activating, projective force. A vagina, symbolically, is more like a pocket that hides and protects as well as contains mystery knowledge and prosperity. The functions of a penis are to be long and hard, to penetrate, and to spread seed. Things like chalk, pens, and wands are obvious mirrors of a phallus, while other phalluses like hats, screwdrivers, and light bulbs are more functionally or visually like a penis than operationally like one, Vaginas include ashtrays, plates, socks, books, bowls, vases, couches, tables, and chairs; anything that receives or contains is vaginal. Now, these can then be abstracted to be like, a job is a phallus because it allows you to penetrate and act and produce. It gives you power and moves you and brings you wealth, like penises can. An abstracted vagina would be like your past, or your secrets, or your private communications; they all reside in your abstract vagina. There are also balls, lol, which hold potential wealth but are more vulnerable than vaginal prosperity.

Like my Light phallus is my education, my art, my published word while my Light vagina is like full of Tarot cards and conspiracy theories; it contains my husband and our marriage, my family and my friends and the gifts I give them, it contains my geographic history as well as my family and race history aaand some of my sexual history. My shadow phallus is my magic and my blog and my sketchbook and my sex and my offense on the shadow government and the evil in my family. My shadow vagina is full of blood and rage and death from all the dumping my Freemason relatives did in it. But I am winning that back, slowly but surely. But you can see how collapsing my shadow phallus with my light vagina would scare my husband, friends and family in the light with how crazy I am in my shadow. So if you can find sure symbols of a person's light/shadow phallus/vagina, you can expose a person's dirty laundry to the world and therein, give them a spiritual and intellectual death that may end up actually bringing them physical harm. Stacking a person's business card with like the address from their love nest and a death tarot card will expose their unlovely lovelife to their coworkers. Find objects that in juxtaposition, symbolically collapse a person's light and shadow lives. These are the things you do for destruction and it applies to places, oranizations and businesses alike.

So to sum up the first part of your bomb making process, aka "working with what is already there", you will notice a target's weakness in regards to money, sex, and food/drink. You will think about what changes will happen not only in the highest future for you, but for the rest of the Earth and for your enemies, who deserve a good thunking from their karma that you call on, but who also then deserve a chance at a reality where they learn something from your curses and grow and you know, move down the demon ladder a little more or whatever. The point is, be exhaustive and sympathetic when assessing and plotting the future. Garner objects, colors and numbers to suit your appeal to the Gods and Ancestors and arrange them accordingly. The Planets govern everything and ingratiating yourself to them will help you vibe with their vibrations here on Earth. They also govern every day and every hour ("Planetary Hours") and lining all this up in your spell work is the difference between swimming with the current and just sort of floating along. Knowing a target's malfunctions and stalled deaths will be an entry point of attack on a person's light and shadow phallus and vagina. Rearranging what's there requires reconnissance work and a stable connection to the Universe for guidance, more on that in my Talking to God post. Also, knowing about the elements and directions can help you gather info and plan an attack.

> North- earth, stone, prosperity, wolves and bears
> East - air, intellect, metal/swords, birds
> South - fire, wood/wands, creativity, passion, sex
> West - water, emotion, cups, sea creatures

You are also going to need to know that magic works like electricity. Your brain, its electrical magnetics, and its brainwaves are your engine. Thoughts and visualization are considered "action" and things like crystals and opals are like batteries that hold thought power. Things like candles, burning herbs, pentacles and incense are like activating agents in magical systems, while things like salt, water, and white sage are purifying agents. Blood is a powerful binding agent and if you have it in you, shedding your own blood can save your life and protect you from the fallout of your own magic. But that's for later. For now, know that layering, stacking, packing and arranging will be your main operations. Setting something as simple as a hat, a tarot card, and a personal items of a target all together in meaningful relation in both time and space can wreck ruin or provide gain, depending on where everything is, what day and time you performed these actions, what other forces are at play, what card it was, and who you tell about it. It's all so complicated, but know that once you start, your better angels will likely guide you to the proper items you will need. Just pay attention to what people say near you, your animals, the weather, what falls from the sky or gets stuck under your feet. It's all communications from the beyond.

Once you have set up some frameworks for what you want changed in Heaven, Earth, and Hell and set your diorama/spell in a safe, pertinent, hidden place where weathering is minimal, you will want to think about your attack on Hell, your "move". This can look like anything. I often set up contained little spell thingys that wreck havoc on the light and shadow in a person's mind, body or spirit and I throw them near dumpsters on property I would like to work magic on. You can send emails, you can light candles or make a you tube video.You can burn photos or tie knots of intent and deliberation. You can shine silver and use it to reflect to a demon its own face, whereupon it dies. The key is that you call on Karma and Death and the Shadow to aid you in Hell realms. If a man drinks, buy his brand, empty it in the graveyard, throw graveyard dirt on his porch and put out cigarettes on his car bumper. If a woman is sleazy, steal one of her items, immerse it in sugar and honey, wrap it in blackberry leaves and then burn it and bury the ashes, returning her to the Earth. If some company is libelous and cheap, take their card, wrap black ribbon around it in a binding spell or freeze it in ice to hamper its growth. Hit a thing/person in the mind, body and spirit. Break it down stage by stage from beginning to end. Look up the numbers from its inception, birthdays, memorials and write them all down seven times and burn that. Or rearrange them when you learn numerology, and code your own reality. Add heat where there is cold, and ice where there is fire. Collapse opposites, seek the mandorla, engage chaos and pray like hell you don't die in the fallout more than you already have.

Put a person's shadow vagina around their light phallus and watch their life crumble. Rewrite history with a photo album by cutting up pictures and moving them or burning them. Doing anything to anything that was that person's or is an image of them or is their art or handwriting or something they made, it all acts as a kind of voodoo doll. Burning everything about a person will not only remove their presence from your life, it will sever the bond and likely harm them in the process. Fire is cleansing, but always remember, what you do to another, you do to yourself. It is wise to continue considering your death alongside your enemy's and to work shadow magic on yourself as well. But don't just hook, line, and sinker take what they give you!! Grab your own slice of Heaven, it's your birthright. How do you think all those happy, rich, fulfilled people got so fortunate? Failing to learn the language of magic omits you from choosing many things in your life. Knowing about phallic symbols and the elements and numbers and runes and colors is the best thing you will ever do for yourself. Learning the Tarot or the I Ching can even save your sanity in the midst of madness.

The last two things to consider about fortifying your magic, besides getting in with the stars, are making sacrifices and using the element of chance. You want to secure change? Make a sacrifice. Clean out your closet, buy someone a gift, donate, take some whiskey and cigarettes to the graveyard cuz ghosts love that shit and will help you out if they can. Break something, cook something and give it away, burn stuff, bury stuff, let blood: these can all be good ways of starting a change in the world and letting the spirits know you're serious. Cutting yourself at the end of an attack spell can help you control the rebounded fallout energy of your spell on you, and it adds extra power to your magic as blood is like the most powerful substance on Earth. It's like keeping violence close, but mitigated, so that Death need not come around more than that. You may also want to assemble all spells in a magic circle of protection, how in my Casting a Circle post. The next thing is something I have decided is a good idea over time. Allowing for a chance reaction in your magic will not only breathe life into your work to activate it, it will give the Universe room to work through you. Things like burning incense calls the spirits' attention and if you plan for it, the ash can fall on pertinent things for your intentions. Rolling a dice at a spell will give you a number from beyond and knock stuff around a bit. Throwing things in the air to land where they may, opening a holy book at random, planning for a collapse but allowing the mechanisms and timing to be left up to God are all good ways to add the necessary elements of chance for spirit to be present in your work. For it is in mistakes that the world is made.

In conclusion, to creative an effective bomb, plans for Heaven, Earth, Hell, the future, the mind, the body, the spirit, the Light, the Shadow and for Death must be made. Much recon work is needed and timing should be planned based on the stars, the moon and the planetary hours; but everything should be loose enough to incorporate the Universe. Space should reflect intention and be used respectfully. Things like color, numbers and the elements will be vital to your offense and knowing them is the difference between Good and Evil. Sacrifices and allowing space for the Universe will secure your future and caring for even your enemies gains you crowns in Heaven and on Earth. Fortifying your base and protecting your people are important ways you can mitigate the wave of rebounded karma you will make by instigating a magical battle. Being kindly and reverent of Death is essential and going to grave gardens may become part of your ongoing black magic practice. But fear none of these things, because both light and dark, black and white, male and female are both beautiful and useful and all things come in time. Even just setting those critters I gave you somewhere in your office and telling it to attack someone all the time will do a lot. Though promise me you'll wave not with a heavy hand the winds of death and fate for Subtlety is the Game of the Gods. Take care dear Hans, and Godspeed.

Love,
Rainbeaux Fox

ps- strive for beauty, symmetry, and integration in the forms of your spells and always prepare and plan for the breakdown, the clean-up; because resolving what you've done and finishing clean can save your more than just your ass. also, cut your nails and a little hair when you are done and then take a shower and thank the water for its gift of cleanliness. xo