I think one day I'd like to write a book with this title. Do you know how many people turn around in the middle of the road when I go out? How many cars just stop and swing a full u-turn behind, in front and all around me? It comes out to at least one almost every time i leave my house. Often more than one car stops, and decides to just go back the other way. this is me and the effect i have on everyone. i'm a little bit like death, but a lot more like a unicorn, but either way, people turn the fuck around whenever I''m around because, inevitably, I am the Emergency Exit Girl.
I feel a little bit like I'm a hacker, a magical hacker. I cracked the code, took the red pill, see the matrix. and i work on it, as a sly sojourner seeking spiritual service. I'm like a wrench in the works, a fly in the ointment,
and on the wall. I can see the plane under us and take pity on demons; i can often see the plane above us and talk to angels. I
am where space, time and light collapse and everything is just a story about emotion and love and death and rebirth. I know who the bad guys are and who the good guys are and I know that it is inevitable that these switch often, and that we ourselves sometimes occupy both roles. But i can read the symbols of this world to know the difference between "good" and "bad". i even see the fluid stream of the collapse of good and evil, light and dark, that leads through death and out into new life. I work with evil sometimes as well as with good, because, friends, it is out there. Satan is crazy and angry and sad and always ready to work through you when you are thus. but i appreciate the beauty of the darkness and often marvel at the mastery and creativity of the "bad guys". but, alas, i do love it so when after so much darkness, for so long, the universe breaks through and in giant, fell, sweeping moves, clears the board and changes the game. it is positively thrilling, absolutely electrifying to watch fate and karma and life and death and good and evil all dance and sway to the same tune; for
all of these are eventually and truly God.
The thing is, I can see through the programming. so all the people who've fallen through the surface, I can help them. The ones that have died, or are dying, or need to die, they seek me out, they find me, and I kill them. Me and the Universe expose them to their shadow, what they usually don't look at, and it often short-circuits their brain and creates the need for a new thought pattern. I give them an emergency exit from their life-in-the-system. The spirits give them a new path, a new way to look at things. I essentially help them "turn their life around" which I suppose is why people turn around near me all the time. I have the new view, I know the ancient truths that "they" hide from the masses. I know that it's not about us vs. them but about going inside and pulling out the shadows from within to change what is without. In doing this, I have found that my own self contains both light and dark and secrets about the outside world that I could never have known if I have not turned inward at some point and made a searching and fearless moral inventory of myself. And now that I have searched the Inside and come back to the Outside, I
know who and what to trust and keep a rolling inventory of besmirchments to dole back out via the craft. Every day I work against Chemtrails, HAARP, the Arch, the DEA, FBI, NWO, the English Monarchy, the Catholic Church and the Pope. I am hunting the jerks in control of the sex slave trade and I vehemently pursue their end and the release of the girls. I pray to the Goddess that their bodies, sanity, and capacity for love and sexual union be restored as the Universe sees fit. Blessed be and live and let live, but take no shit is a witch motto.
