Sexual Scripts

so, since today is the 22nd, numerologically, i should write about both the light and dark sides of being part of a couple. the problem here is that gender itself is a confusing thing these days. in an attempt to control people via their sexuality, the system has effectively switched people's ideas about what gender is. in the cannon of occult knowledge, i.e. the tarot, numerology, and runes, masculine and feminine energy have certain traits that will never change on this plane. the traits of masculine energy and feminine energy are echoes of the shape of their sexuality; so men have penises, which are exterior, explosive with seed, and in need of a home. women has vaginas which are basically the reverse or inverse of a penis; so interior, guarding of seed, and a kingdom without a king basically. essentially, these two energies and spaces need each other. (we'll talk about the gay angels another day)

what's wrong with sex today is that it has been turned inside out. men are meant to be dominantly creative (sperm), active (rise to the occasion), and communicative (speech is ejaculatory in nature) because they are likely to have more masculine energy than feminine energy. women are the silent, still, spiritual care-takers, who, in some ways, are meant to destroy things from the inside out. in this way, they always check each other. i'm not saying men and women are confined to their body's gender's energy traits, i'm just saying that these are the natural order. both men and women are and should be creative and destructive, it's just that they should never compete, because if push comes to shove, masculine energy is creative while femininity is in charge of the contained destruction that keeps all of creation flowing. in occultism, the vagina isn't just the space for birth, it's this unknowable, choas-containing void that breeds death and destruction. like when women creatively bear children that are destroyers of their father's kingdom and stuff. rad right?

the problem is that the symbols are all wrong in our society. the script for uhmerican sexuality is badly coded. the story should go like this, even though it may seem outdated: a woman repels suitors until she finds the right one that she takes into her kingdom and makes her king. a man makes himself a good king so that when he finds the right kingdom, the queen will recognize him as her king. it is pretty basic but also insanely magical and, this day in age, almost impossible. it really has more to do with each person's relationship to themselves, their parents, and to the flow of the universe. when two people are ready for each other, the universe brings them together. the best we can do is not damage ourselves with wrong matches till then, because when perfect, universe matches happen, sparks fly and kingdoms come because true love draws to it all it needs.

the things about sex that people can't see from the bad sexual scripts is that sex meshes people's energies together. on the other side, your spirits literally become one and all that person's shame and fear also become yours, kind of forever. you will always carry that person inside you and their future will affect yours. imagine you sleep with a shmo who becomes president, even if you don't ever see them again, their story is linked with yours in other peoples' eyes. same if you sleep with the prez then he becomes a shmo. also, every person you've ever slept with comes out in your children. that is why people who slept with no one other than their spouse have children who look just like them. but society has transformed sex into something people do now when they (maybe) don't hate each other, they each have time, and there is somewhere (possibly) private. sex has been relegated to "entertainment", for Christ's sake. people just get off and don't realize it's their lifeforce they give away to almost anyone. please, my loves, stop throwing your pearls before swine!

the craziest thing now is these women. society has effectively turned every girl into a prostitute who objectifies her own body. girls think it is empowering to sleep with a million guys, when really they are just selling themselves short. i feel like this chicanery is mostly meant to show power over other women. my mom did this to me and my female family members. she would talk explicitly about her sex life and show off her body in inappropriate ways to show she was the most sexually attractive woman around. it's the equivalent to male strutting in competition. this is wrong and sad. every girl has a perfect match and there is no need to ever compete. sleeping with a million guys is not progressive, it's just prostitution without pay.

as for men, they all have mommy issues. just because she is their mother does not mean that they don't sexualize her. i feel like freud only meant that just because you're related doesn't mean you're not relating sexually, all the time. i've seen moms/sisters practically come on to their sons/brothers. basically, men are all reacting sexually to their generation/the generation of women before them. a mother and sister's sense of their femininity and masculinity greatly shapes how a son/brother will grow. as seen here, even when two men face off in man battle in man land, expressions of femininity are apparent. first, left is traditionally feminine as is blue, and i believe i've heard that a man with less  testosterone/masculinity will keep his hair over a man with more testosterone. it is clear to me that the blue man is the more feminine and squared off against a man with more masculinity (bald/R/red), the blue, feminine man may feel blighted by his femininity and imagine a scenario in which he was dominant: dominating a woman (depicted as his brain on top of her). on the other side, the bald, more masculine man, upon noticing his opponents hair and beauty, think of a time when he felt more beautiful than squaring off next to a man with hair: when he was being loved by a woman who "wanted him" and so was on top, dominating him because she evidently was attracted to him. so its funny. even in the face of manland, a man's experience with femininity is always present. perhaps blue man is more feminine because he and his father were emasculated by a turbo-mother all their lives, and so he imagines dominating women in a misguided attempt to put his mother down. maybe red man is more masculine because he and his father were masculinized by his suppressed-mother, or babied, and so he imagines women dominating him in a misguided attempt to empower his mother. this is all expressed via sex slaves and prostitutes peeing on executives nowadays, so at this point, sex is not the answer.

sex is not the answer because it's just not pure anymore. there's either too little or too much everywhere and the worst part is, a lot of times it never leaves the family. the turbo-mom won't have sex with the dad, but the son, who is half her, seems "superior" to the father and so becomes a viable substitute. same with tortured-mom: the son isn't the one yelling at her, so latching onto him seems like the best idea. unfortunately, this misdirected energy is sexual in nature as it was originally occupying a sexual partner. this displaced sexual energy fills up the place in that man's life where his wife should go. and often, the mom spoils the son so badly in an attempt to fill her own sad sex life, any other woman will never look as good to the son as his mom does on the surface. now, this all may seem obvious and trite, but a lot of people don't know that sexual energy doesn't go away just because people are related. and the same goes for girls. the dad that is unhappy with the mom is likely to latch onto his daughter so that she can never quite find the right husband. it's stupid and sad but it can be avoided if proper sight is afforded.

the worst outcome of our programmed sexuality is when men and women compete sexually. this makes no sense. when a boy and a girl compete to see who can be the most sexually active, it's a tragedy. i know it may sound insane, but it happens. in an attempt to control our sexuality, men and women have been pitted against one another via sex instead of completing each other. the system has got us all tied up: men want to appear as beautiful and sexy as women and women want to appear as ravenous and fertile as men. i guess secretly this is just gender jealousy, but it goes along with the gender switch program and makes it that much harder for men and women to come together and LOVE ONE ANOTHER. basically, boys- you do not want to be like, compete with, or have sex with your mom so stop it. and girls- you do not want to be like, compete with, or have sex with your dad so stop that. and parents- STOP LAYING YOUR SEXUAL SHADOW ON YOUR CHILDREN, it is ruining their lives. basically, everyone needs to restart, get new sexual scripts, and stop abusing their sexual organs. you should be nice to your sex parts because they are nice to you!

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