So today I wanted to talk about the mysteries of space and time and how sex effects them. my framework, as always, is masculine and feminine energy. for instance, time is feminine and space is masculine. space is all brawny and physical with sharp edges and definite comparisons. time is much more elusive, like women, and happens passively and in cycles. time is really more like a spiral, with each moment building on the million moments of before and holding up the moments of yet-to-be. basically, time doesn't exist. everything that has happened before is happening again somewhere and will happen again somewhere else, to someone else. there is nothing new under the sun. in fact, there are archetypal events or series' of events that sort of happen to everyone. for instance, hetero people often go through a phase of "getting over" their opposite sex parent. you know, men date women like their moms and women their fathers.
but there comes a point at which there is a break from that tradition, and one moves on, starts dating people like their same-sex parent, sometimes, until they get over
them. it can al
so be really hard for brothers and sisters. first off, a bro-sis pair will always mirror their parents almost directly along gender lines. mother like daughter father like son and so on. now since the mom and dad at one point found each other attractive, it can be terrible for brothers and sisters who can't "get over" their sibling. not only can there be sexual attraction, but a life spent together and similar emotional patterns, often coupled with the isolation of having fucked up parents, can lead bros n sis's to lean into each other a little too much. this is when time stops and there is major stagnation. desiring anyone in your family is always a symptom of stasis. it's like being still, or going backwards even. subtle passive-aggressive forces can play out in an enmeshed sibling pair for their entire lives if they don't "move on". in a funny way, i dated my dad in high school and my mom in college to "get over" them.
another weird thing about time and family and sex is that energy and stories and roles are passed, karmicly, through generations. four generations to be exact. so there's this funny way that like bloodlines are all working on the same issues. for instance, if one of your siblings/cousins was molested, then it is likely that a negative sexual event transpired in the previous generation, like a rape. or if there are show-me-yours moments between family, it often is just a side-effect of their parental adults' secret desires or interests. or if same-sex children observe each other in the nude, it will have to do with their parent's curiosity/need to dominate towards each other. things that never happened, that maybe should have happened, will be forced to happen to the progeny. like with myself, my grandmother and great-grandmother suppressed their masculine (active) sides and sort of maxed out their feminine sides. so my mom became a sort of monster lawyer who then maxed out her masculinity. they all suppressed their artistic sides, which is why art is the only thing i can really do. this forced experience of an older family's members' karma is assured and so should be dealt with. like with what happened to my grandmother, her ignominy at a cheating husband when everyone knew it was reflected in my first boyfriend ever cheating on me and everyone else knew. i would just encourage everyone to look at their family's past, how it was stagnated and how that effects everyone today.
yea, so when our spirits decide on their lives on earth before taking a body, they consent to knowing all the people in it beforehand; and its likely all those energies have been together for a long time anyway. like, in your past lives, your mother was probably the same spirit as your mother today. you probably have known your friends' energies for ages and your children will be similar if not the same energy as the children in your past. so in this way, many ancient forces act on us daily, but of course, we do have a choice. making choices is what creates realities and timelines. doing things like rolling dice or any other fortune-chance-based activity splinters timelines. there are infinite timelines in infinite dimensions. i would refer you to the Golden Compass and the 4th episode of Community's 3rd season. making decisions and meeting people are what make things happen in this plane, that and karma, which truly only states that all actions have equal and opposite reactions. like if you push something in space, that things pushes back. so "pushing on" time also provides a reaction which is how those echoes come around. pushing karma is like doing something good or bad and having karma push back later, to even things out. and now, for me, who fastidiously keep up with energy and karma and her shadow, i feel that i live in a sort of free parallax where i've dealt a lot with my given karma and now i'm like just out there, free. i still have a shadow (Jung), but maintaining that is easy when you do it all the time. so often when i go out, i can see my past, present, and future all around me in the forms of people or tv or signs or what i hear. and once you can freely read these mirrors in your physical environment, you can learn a ton about yourself spiritually.
there is also an interesting way in which time echoes. if you think of the time spiral, it makes sense that events in one year still effect that time in another year. this is best represented by the amazing book, The Night Circus. for instance, i usually got dumped right around valentines day, it's just the energy of the day. it's more about pain (14) and chocolate than love. also, its funny, see, i've known my fiance longer than i've known him because of the way time echoes. my high school sweetheart was an echo of my current love. his life had certain places and events that i found in my boyfriend's father's life. so stuff like that. and stuff like after we had been broken up, and I was in Seattle randomly for thanksgiving, and i texted him on the chance that since we were now on the same coast, he might be near. turned out, he also was in seattle! we met up and it was nice. and now later, with that same energy, my boyfriend and i decided to move very near Seattle.
This is a really funny clip from Cougartown, which is AWESOME, about what girls want from boys in bed. so, the most intense thing you can do to the space/time continuum is to have sex. having good sex is good for the community, good for the earth and sky, and good for your wallet. food, sex, and money are basically all the same tender, on the spiritual plane, and doing well by these things will take you far; its like giving your life a strong base. if you have good, loving sex, you create energy and it comes back, often in the form of money. eating well helps with good sex and responsible spending is often a signal of a sexually responsible adult. its all linked, so be ware, someone who spends money too much likely has an excessive, unhealthy sex life and eats poorly. but someone who respects themselves, their bodies, and the gods that gave us the gift of pleasure, is likely to do well. things like feet, the ground, and tires also speak to sexual symbolism. someone who cares for their car and tires, maintains their lawn and garden, and sweeps and vacuums is also likely to have a good sex life. unfortunately, sex is often misdirected into these things and they can become sexual-displacement, or what you do when you should be having/want to have sex. like emotional eating or obsessive cleaning or unhealthy shopping. there is also a way in which a parents sexual burden can be placed on their children. so like, a man and woman don't sleep together, but someone has to clean and cook and do the lawn, so they make their children do these things, like feed the family or do all the yard work. this is bad and should be avoided, esp young boys doing all the yard work is a bad symbol of how that son is trimming his mother's garden, not his father, and implies that that boy is in some way fulfilling her sexual needs, or just engages her sexuality, which
should go to her husband, falls on her unwitting son, screwing him up in his future relationships or even making him gay, which for men, i believe has a lot to do with a simple over-exposure to women, aka their mothers, early in life. this is sexual karma, which is the most potent kind. so be good to your bodies because they were given to you as holy temples, which you essentially owe to the spirit, and they must not be defiled, or bad things happen. just do your best to never lay your shadow, sexual or otherwise, on others and to process it yourself given the scope of sexuality in your family's past. then the way will be clear for the loves of your life to enter your reality!
and i think its high time i told you all that the blog where i get all the wonderful art series' is called But Does it Float. This artist is Christian Zander and the series is called Apollinaire.
http://butdoesitfloat.com/
