so im combing my word documents and will be posting some writings. in the mean time here are some things i feel about art. this is not my best work and isnt exactly cohesive. all artwork is mine.
My work is, ultimately, about the
polarities in my life. I want you to know how it feels to be me, to be
constantly on the verge of mania, insanity only one missed pill away. I want
you to know what it is like to have two very powerful, opposing forces constantly
barraging your senses. It may seem trite or childish, but the line between good
and evil, or rather good and the absence of good, is where I find myself on
most days. I make art about what I believe is good and what I believe is
harmful in our world. I explore the relationships between these things and us.
In any situation I ask: What is really happening? Who’s doing what, to or for
whom, and why? What are the mechanisms of these actions? What are the effects?
Are they even noticed? And finally, is
it good?
It is my belief that as Bipolar woman I lead an
exceptionally beautiful, yet extraordinarily complex existence. I sometimes
feel as if my life itself is an ever-unfolding work of art. I am inspired by
everything, and I am interested in every field of study. My work draws from the
fields of metaphysics, noetics, conspiracy theory, gender relations, political
science, economics, international relations, religion, spirituality,
anthropology, popular culture, psychology, sociology, physics, astrology and
the occult. The connections between these fields make up the body of my work.
If anything, with my art I hope to provide a different view of the world: of
the subversive systems of control in our society and the ways in which they are
harmful. But I also hope to show the freedom we can attain from this when we
use more than our minds or our bodies to decide how to live our lives.