Sunday, March 10, 2024

MARIANNE OR BUST!!

I got this phrase from a car window on its way to the Labor Day convention in Atlanta know as DragonCon; and known, as well, for its wild parties where every nerd gets laid, its hot chicks in Slave Leia costumes, and all the weirdos-for-weirdos ever

The window I saw said DragonCon or Bust! and was written in, like, shoe polish? The vehicle was a van and had seen better days: it probably got like no gas to the mile or ran on fry oil, and it almost certainly cost extra to pay for maintenance because it was so high-mileage. But these people were GOING there. They were going there so hard that if they didn't get there, they just wouldn't make it, in life. They'd EXPLODE if they missed their destination, or...that's what I understood from "or bust". Honestly, they'd probably explode when they got there, so, yes... MARIANNE OR BUST.

I say "or bust" because...WE IN A BUBBLE Y'ALL. It's like all bubbles: needs were intentionally inflated, so that someone's bank account got padded at the top of some giant corporation (that's watching you and funding all your politicians and driving your precious algorithm to drive you to drive a Mercedes...to the store...to buy some Hermes socks [that match you Louis Vuitton bag, with the $400 Gucci keychain...]). But, like all bubbles, this, too, will bust.

It's over, y'all. It's so insane, bonkers, crazytown-banana-pants out here rn. It's certainly end times, guys: Covid, the border, cop city, BLM, the Gazaian genocide, and men lighting themselves on fire about it; TRUMP is the Anti-Christ's Anti-Christ, who keeps it so un-one-hundred that he is totally devoid of interest in other people, to a pathological degree, because he's a sociopath raised by two sociopaths who gave him way too much, but really, never enough, if you know what I mean. 

Trump is the Anti-American dream: he grew up rich, inherited his money, and ran it all into the ground while being bankrolled by the banks just to keep up appearances. But wait! The nightmare continues! Trump ran like three casinos in Atlantic City into the ground that all cannibalized each other because to Trump, more will always be better, even if that "more" just fights itself (when its done squeezing everyone else out); all three casinos competing for resources in one local, zero-sum economy? Forget it, Don. And he accomplished this spectacular feat of failure while simultaneously raping his way through all the women and spirit-murdering his brother! Hooray/BOOOOOO!!!! Trump will never understand governing well, or making decisions that positively impact others' lives, or that executing those decisions is a team sport. He's too narcissistic and cold-hearted and totally devoid of empathy. He alienates everyone with his need for attention, his need to dominate, and his need to always be superior. He's impolite (mean), insensitive (soulless), and just unpolitic (disrespectful of others' opinions): certainly not fit for leadership, and definitely not worthy of a second chance at it.

And Biden? He lauds himself as the environmental champion "making history by confronting the climate crisis, not denying it”, and yet all the while, the weasel funds Big Oil and greases their way to unctuous affluence with more oil drilling permits than even Trump gave out! He's an old, white, Catholic man who's proven himself to not be the forceful force we need in times like these. I applaud his persona of the long-suffering environmentalist, but if your sons are so problematic, poisoning themselves beyond what plant medicines like grass do, then maybe you should look to what YOU are doing to YOUR earth, aka flesh, aka flesh of your flesh. Also, Jill may have taste, but the symbolism is all wrong in her fashion and kinda not cool. IDK, guys, I fought so hard to get y'all in the white house, and this is what you do once your 30+ year ken for power is fulfilled???



I BELIEVE in Marianne. I believe in her beauty (you don't get to be that old and still look that good by disobeying God, let me tell you that now [I've made something of a study of aging and skin care and how gracefully the whole inevitable process can be done]). I believe in her goodness and her right mind and her spirit. Marianne's worldview is ethical and considered, her paradigm is diverse and unclusive, and her politics acknowledge the truth that no one person has a monopoly on truth. She, herself, writes that "our most critical need is for a mode of genuine reconciliation and synergistic dialogue among opposing viewpoints [because] who among us has nothing left to learn from someone else?"

And thus, I believe in Marianne's mind: sharp, dynamic, and able to handle sacred paradoxes that, in her, result in a productive and novel diacritic. She can then explain clearly and concisely to laymen her initiatives and policy. In addition, she is gentle, mature, loving, and SANE

She's well versed in history, good with kids (I saw it- there was a little girl at her rally here in Atlanta: Marianne addressed her directly, complimented her ability to pay such close attention, and thanked her for it and her presence there), knows about and supports all religions, as well as metaphysics, spirituality, and our government and all its branches and dynamics and mechanisms. She also understands that it's not all about America anymore: the world is not longer unipolar. The internet has globalized our world, expanding our collective worldview and everyone's level of reach and impact; and the BRIC is a serious thing now and must be integrated in world governance, especially in the face of the AI revolution, which will need agreement from every nation in order to contain it in the best way possible, and avoid the worst outcome that that very powerful tool could lead to.

But beyond the mundane, Marianne and her mind know the substrata: light and dark psychology, causality and the nature of God, as well as their Universal Laws and tendencies and former paths they walked when mortal; but best of all, Marianne has studied TRAUMA and CRISIS since the days of the AIDS outbreak, and is very well versed in all emergencies, both public and private. She understands (plant) medicine and pharmekia and psychiatry, as well as that convoluted system's subsidized underworld and back-alley bukkake. 

Ms. Williamson and her mind also know about money and why we have it, what's best done with it, and how to steward it wisely, as well as its true nature, value, and highest destination and designation. 

Marianne knows much of mental health issues are driven by resource scarcity or the perception or threat thereof. She knows that if you fear for your life or your livelihood or your loved ones, you are much less inclined to be concerned with doing what's "right" and Christic and true, especially with regards to those people that aren't you, or aren't like you or your kin. 

And yet, I believe she knows a way out of this debacle. Marianne knows you can't legislate morality, or make legal "goodness", or call all lawlessness evil. She, herself, says that she may not be able to fix it all, certainly not in the eight years we will afford her, but she can turn the proverbial boat "down a different stream". It'll still be filthy water that's rushing and roiling that we'll be floating on, and it'll still be raining cats and dogs all around us, but we'll not go over the cliff to our very certain doom.

Marianne herself said that when you vote, you vote for a consciousness, and I trust hers far above Biden's, and, well, I can't really even call Trump conscious anymore. But Marianne is ALIVE and WELL and of solid mind and body and soul. She is connected to SPIRIT and God guides her without a doubt. She is running against everything with nothing, simply because she wants to be able to look herself in the eye with the self-respect that comes from doing all you can do with what you've been given. Ms. Williamson knows the only fight worth fighting is the good one. She's not making money or friends with her campaign: she's in it for YOU, and ME, and AMERICA, and all those people that for all those years told her of how they suffered from bad public policy. She is not running for President for herself or her donors or anyone she knows. SHE'S RUNNING FOR PRESIDENT BECAUSE WE'RE RUNNING OUT OF TIME.

As she said, if we can cause ourselves not to perish before our better angels in ALL NATIONS rise up and fly us to the next ascended timeline, we'll be ok. It's really a matter of timing now, and we're holding the bomb and the detonator. Marianne's been disarming bombs for decades, writing how-to's about how to disarm personal, emotional bombs, and spiritual bombs, and trauma-induced, psychological bombs.

What we have here, in our bubble, is a collective, social bomb. There is no social justice anymore: CORPORATIONS HOLD WASHINGTON HOSTAGE with dark money contributed to politicians that systematically perpetuate corporate agendas wherein they all dehumanize workers, consumers, and anyone who isn't them; all with statistics and marketing and business plans to back it up. 

THIS IS NOT DEMOCRACY, people. This is America on the edge: this is your life, and my life, and our children's lives, about to slide into oblivion simply because we didn't notice we were going downhill. If we don't look up from our screens at the end that is coming, it will be too late, too soon to do anything about it 

other than scream as we all fall away from Democracy itself, 

and the lives we all knew. 

Let's not let that happen

Let's go INTO THE DAWN, 

not the darkness.

And if we don't do something, our bubble will pop, people. If Donald Trump is allowed his anti-Christic way, if Biden keeps being a hypocritical, pedophile-supporting, non-entity, we're going down. You can't have better from the same old, same old; it's ridiculous to reference Marianne as an "outsider" as if this is a problem: the "insiders" got us all to this point in the first place! Out of ALL Americans, you guys think these ones are the very best among us?! Like, we can't do any better right now than a hairdo and a hairdon't?! My pastor, who is a bit of a dipshit, but very kind and reasonably bright, would absolutely kick President-ing down the aisle before Trump or Biden would even touch it.

Marianne is the LIGHT, and yes, I mean the one that is very nearly at the end of the tunnel. Did you know Anna was the name of Jesus's grandmother and, of course, Mary was his Mother's and Wife's name? So basically, Marianne is the combination of these three Divine women. She IS endowed with the Divine feminine and Christic consciousness. She is the only way, people.

Marianne is a GOOD WOMAN you can believe in. She's going to do what she says she's going to do, because she lives for being able to look into her own (and her loved ones') eyes with self-respect, knowing she did all she could for herself and them. I trust this, and I know that she will steward our country well. I trust her when she repeats another persons words, as I used Biden's quote from her "The Real State of the Union" directly, because I trust IN her. I trust that she listened and heard and remembered (or noted it down correctly), because she, herself, holds herself to such solid and basic, but perhaps high-for-the-times, standards. I Do Not trust Biden over her. I DO NOT trust Trump AT ALL. I don't trust their words, their actions, or their intentions for me, you, and our home, the Earth.

If I had to give Marianne some advice though, based on what I've seen of her and heard about her campaign and know about what she's written in the past, it would be this: have more fun, girl. It's all a story anyway. We just entertaining God, as God, so it's not so serious. The ultimate outcome is assured, and besides, I've got your back. And while that has negatives as well as positives, at least you aren't alone. There are many good people, magical or otherwise, who have heard your strong voice from afar and recognized it as the light in the darkness, and a safe harbor from the absolute shit storm that is American right now. We see you, Marianne, as a consciousness we can count on and WE LOVE YOU for it.

I would also tell you to lean into the jibes. If I were you, I'd BECOME the crystal lady (and wear that Chakra necklace I gave you). I'd only wear crystals, and learn about them because, honestly, they are awesome and you need them, and I'd straight up promote the "crystal agenda". I'd also use phrases like that: incendiary, flagrant, cinematic language that gets people going, up in arms, and pissed off. Not just to garner attention for yourself, but for the issues themselves. I'd also be less buttoned up (though, of course, I understand why you aren't) in the way I dressed. Yeah, your message is the key, but you'd be talked about more, be more present in pop culture, and have more "views" if you dressed a little more bouyantly. More color, more bling, more bringing it

Also, you've still got a lovely face and certainly a body, which is what makes you the best of what you are: a WOMAN. You've got T&A baby, and they ain't, so USE IT if it gets you elected. It's fun (for us and you) to be sexy and loud and colorful with your clothes, and a greater variety of people take you more seriously if you've put yourself together creatively, and people just notice you waaay more when you're wearing bright colors with patterns, and metallics, and fun jewelry. I wouldn't say be a ho, but your assets are technically what make you a lady anyhow, so just, whatever gets you there, baby. We need you in the White House, babe. Wear fucking neon-pink fringe with rhinestones and glitter if you got to, boo.

Also, I'd do some fun new stuff like: make a new holiday. People love that shit. Get into Islamic holidays, Ramadan is happening right now. Speaking of, I'd push that neutral/plural religious stance you've got to the extreme and appeal to everyone evenly. I'd also get creative with language, too. Have a post-sunset Ramadan party and call it Feastival or something. Also, if I were you, I'd start being much more sensational, ribald, and provocative linguistically. Be a SHOWOMAN and put on a good show for the Circus Maximus, as the US is certainly the Rome of its time. That's all people want now anyway: bread and something to distract them from their own wretched lives. Be the thing that distracts them back into understanding and caring about why their lives are so raw and wretched in the first place. Bring back social justice! Curtail the corporations and their politician puppets with jest and jibe and jaunty hats!

Also, speak LIFE more, girl! You sound a bit like a brittle, debby-downer, hag at times. And I know, you've been through a lot and seen a lot, and it is all a lot right now, yes, but...happy thoughtsGod thoughts. Getting-us-out-of-this thoughts and narrative. Turning-the-boat-around rhetoric. Inspire us, give us hope, paint us a picture of the new light, the best path, the revolution and regeneration and redemption we all know we want and deserve, but that we don't know how to achieve. SHOW US THE WAY with fanfare and flamboyance and flare!! There is an episode of Community where they have an election between one guy who only blows disdainful raspberries and another guy who just says POP! POP! While neither gets elected, we like the POP POP guy more in America (I think/hope?) so, you know, POP! POP! girl.

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But beyond all this rhetoric, the lady will be President. I'm not sure if she will be elected, but she will lead us, for sure. I don't want to give it all away, but I'm basically positive. I've been using a double lightning bolt for her election symbol in my magic and this lightning motif has been repeated so many times since I started using it, and often within the context of Marianne herself, that it leaves no doubt in my mind that she'll "win".

I went to her campaign events in Midtown on the 9th and the 11th. At her first event, she had a girl filming her who had pretty much the most glorious ass I have ever seen. Just really, really spectacular, and so I decided to tell her this. I actually got it on my voice recorder lol. Anyway, Ms. Booty and I started talking and she noticed that I was wearing lightning bolt earrings, which I had specially bought for Marianne's campaign's symbolism. Ms. Glory-Butt pointed out that she, too, was wearing lightning bolt earring, which she wasss! And thus it was truly cemented for me that night: Marianne WOULD BE President!!

Also, once when I was at a metaphysical shop and randomly picked up a book not by Marianne, lo and behold, there she was anyway, quoted on the cover as saying something like the book was a bolt of lightning in its field. In addition, after Marianne's events I went around doing sort of geurilla art/campaigning by putting her stickers everywhere. One place was on this transformer box at my local park that I picked out as a place of power from a way away. When I came upon it, lo and behold, there was a sticker already there: a sticker with two lightning bolts

Ahhh, the Universe is sooo very clever and funny and well-designed. 

In addition, last week I was at a regular gathering I go to of fortune tellers and a guy there told a story, apropos of nothing, about how one time he was ever so close to a bolt of lightning when it struck. He said he nearly fell over backwards from its power as it was striking. It was quite a thing, apparently, from how he told it. Around the same time, I was talking to my grandmother-surrogate and she said something about a lightning bolt as well!

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I have more things to say to Ms. Williamson now:

Once you are appointed by GOD to lead this wayward country, you should appoint me as your Vice President; not because I want power or expect you to die and me to "rise up" or whatever, but because YOU need protection. Because I have what you don't: a well-worn edge, a hand in the shadow, and a list of countermeasures to deal with that darkness that you do not know, and that I don't want you to know. 

You are the LIGHT, Marianne. You are all that is good and holy and right. I can be all that, too, when I want to be, and if God and the occasion call for it. But mostly, I'm a dirty, half-breed shadow who cleans up real nice but HAS YOUR BACK: I'm the Graveyard Hag Dragon built to burn it all down (as safely as possible and with the best intentions, of course) and protect people like YOU, as you build it all back up. I do so by getting down in the dirt and digging for the derangement you can't know of, because you're too nice and good and decent. That is my role, but fear not for appearances, Ms. Williamson, for I can appear appropriate anytime and wash off the graveyard dirt accordingly. In short, I am the Magdalene: a half-demon whore who clears the way for, and lives out the Shadow of, the Christ, who is YOU, and much brighter and lighter than I/she because "he"/you needs to be.

Yeah, I may be "crazy", but that will super appeal to the younger generation as well as allow me to just have "a different set of eyes...that see a different world". My "mental illness" also affords me a sort of get-out-of-jail-free card we can always lean on (I call it my Crazy Card and I play it well...). It also means I'm just so brash, and such an outlier, that I'm really not intimidated by anyone, and could certainly handle speaking with heads of state and such. I can also stay up real late, having gotten used to being manic for years. 

Yeah, I may be crazy poor right now, too, but I certainly haven't always been, and so I know the highest of the high lives, as well as the lowest of the low lives, and all the benefits and detriments that each afford. Plus, (art school and) being indigent has made me super creatively resourceful and able to work with nothing to do just about anything. I'd be killer at balancing a budget.

And yeah, I may be young, that's a good thing, as you know; not only am I closer to the Source than the aged, but my youth will appeal to the younger generations. Plus, I look ok.

But let me tell you the good things, politically, about me.

I'm from something of a political dynasty here in Georgia. They call us the Mason Clan. It's dumb and elitist and kinda fake, but people hear my name (in certain circles) and they, like, genuflect. It's kinda gross, but useful, too. I mostly don't use it or tell people about that part of who I am, because it's hardly me, I didn't "earn" it, and who cares, anyway. But my grandfather and his brother basically developed Gwinnett County (the most diverse in the nation btw) in the 70's and 80's; my Papa became a member of the State Senate and was appointed to the Ports Authority, where he was entrusted with going overseas to all nations and convincing their governments and businesses to bring their goods in through the port of Savannah. This turned out to be too much of a temptation for him in terms of the evil he ended up doing with his position, but he died because of it, and I have been fighting to undo his terrible legacy ever since I understood it. Also, my mom is a Superior Court Judge in Gwinnett County, and many extended family members hold positions of high esteem, as well.

I, myself, have also become interested in politics lately. It started years ago, in college, when I watched all of the West Wing. It was then that I understood that the President makes the decisions that are the hardest, where there is no "winning" outcome, and they just feel all the feels about it all because... they are where the buck stops and that is their role. It was also then that I understood what you were saying about the President being the moral leader of the US, the one who paints a picture of the direction we should take as a nation, and who gives Americans the vision for their country. 

I started attending City Council here in Lawrenceville almost as a fluke. My friend told me he started going to his City Council during the pandemic because it was one of the only public things still happening; he essentially went for entertainment at a time when that "resource" was thin on the ground. And so, one day, I looked up when and where City Council was and I went. It was cool and the people cared, and I came again. Eventually I began speaking as a private citizen and found that that was fun and cool, too. I made friends with the Councilors, and I speak with them outside the Council regularly about things we care about. And while my interest in politics is nascent, I have long "kept my eye on the ball" and "go hard in the paint" for the good fight nearly every day.

I also have a fine educational pedigree, for someone of my age and proclivities. I went to Woodward Academy for high school here in Atlanta, and I attended Washington University in St. Louis for undergrad. I got a half-ride scholarship to the Sam Fox School of Art there, where I got a Bachelors of Fine Art in Painting, an English major, and a minor in writing (they only offered a minor). I nearly got another minor in Psychology, as I once harbored a desire to be an Art Therapist. Washington University in St. Louis was ranked number 11 in the country the year I first attended, on par with Brown University, and is host to one of the Presidential debates for every election. Beyond this inherent political platform, Washington University is named after George Washington and is located in a very important locale in the country in terms of energy (the center). 

The most intelligent person in the world, a WOMAN, attended Wash U. It is a most enlightened place, and I enjoyed my time there immensely. In addition, a degree in art, which may seem frivolous, is really a crash course in time management, self-driven activity, "platform and image management", body/spirit/mind coordination, and personal resolve. A degree in art hones and enhances social skills, marketing technique, and self-promotion. Art is basically the study and enactment of all of human history, mentality, and consequence throughout every age. It covers everything from spirituality and God, economics and social movements, astrology and geology, to the mechanics of space-time and the universality of emotion, experience, and perception, as well as their subjective individuality; all expressed through an infinite variety of mediums, with an infinite variety of techniques, all informed by modern/ancient tastes, trends, and movements. Art is a very all-encompassing field and has provided me with a firm foundation for what to focus on in life.

Also, I am super, crazy, magical and I know you're down with this, having read several of your books. I have been a full fledged witch since 2012, or last Dragon year. I did not know it was so back then, nor did I know that I was a Dragon at the time (1988, babyyy). However, I know it now and fully expect to garner the full extent of what that means this year. 

I know about the field of Eastern Mysticism because I also studied Feng Shui with a master here in Atlanta, during my studies in Interior Design at community college, post-undergrad. So not only can I arrange your house for the most beneficial flow of Chi, but I can also maximize your life potential with the Bagua by placing certain colors, patterns, and objects in specific areas of your house, according to their archetypal "meaning" for your life. I can go ahead and tell you that the Oval Office was designed to circulate Chi in a sort of super-dynamic, pressure cooker of energy that materializes solutions by its very design, as well as intimidates everyone who enters it with is overwhelming energy. However, it is not a restful room by any means and such activities should take place elsewhere.

Beyond my Eastern energy prowess, I am quite accomplished in traditional witchcraft: I have much of the language of symbolism DOWN, though I learn more every day. I can read reality with unparalleled vision, I can interpret events and conversations and fashion with insane accuracy regarding what was intended, as well as what the participants may not have known themselves, or shown, given my understanding of symbols. My background in literature, art, fortune telling, Feng Shui, spirituality, and metaphysics have given me this perspective. I am undaunted in general and willing to get down on my hands and knees to do the work that needs to be done. I have given my life, blood, sweat, and tears for the merest chance that I might make a difference in just the energy of a place/thing/life, with absolutely no recognition and often, with insane opposition. I do all this, YOU would say, for the "lure of the spirit".

This brings up a point I have yet to make: I fear that your campaign has been so difficult because I have been supporting you. I chose you, long ago, as my Champion for the New World we all need. And this has caused you, by proxy, to run afoul of the forces that thwart me, as well. I am so sorry for this, but it's the nature of the game. The dark forces of the shadowstate that you now know are real, have targeted you because I love you, and because I support you, and because you are the Light that will cast them out. YOU WILL BE PRESIDENT. This I know. And you would benefit from my being your second in command, though I am hardly invested in my role in your Presidency, not liking notoriety and appreciating my anonymous freedom to roam graveyards at will.

The second night we met, I spent many hours on that campus afterwards. The young Indian woman who spoke to you after your Zoom call; the young, white man with his dog, who had followed you from out of state; and the well-dressed, Richard Gere look-a-like who stood in the back and questioned you about AI, and myself, all got together afterwards. I will admit, we were all mainly drawn together because of our appearances: we all looked good and were well-dressed and were reasonably young. But the point is, well all met because of you. We spent that time together and had those powerful conversations because of you. And eventually, the Indian girl and I mutually affirmed our understanding of your imminent administration that night, also because of you.

While I may have been pushing for you and your divine mind's leadership on the spirit plane and imagining you as President all this time, I have yet to have an actual vision of you unmanufactured by me. But the young Indian woman, she told us that night that she had had actual visions of you as President; that she had seen you leading and speaking and living that life. So, between she, and I, and all the lightning bolts, I am quite sure you will lead us away from the ledge, Thank God and Allah and Brahman and the Tao and Elohim and all the angelic host and ancestors. 

And when the lightning strikes, I hope you remember me and all that I have given you and invested in you and have yet to gift to you, America, and the world.

 Thank you, Marianne, and may God Bless You.